I'm not on my knee's nearly enough. There are so many distractions, but the reality is I need to pray - more. To be desperate for you, Lord, because You make all things new.
I am changing - trying to make a difference, but the storms clouds still hover. I can't make you happy, dearest one and I catch myself relying on my own energies mentally whispering to myself - I NEED some HELP please!
Words from C.S. Lewis came to mind tonight during a prayer service I attended.
I pray because I can't help myself.
I pray because I'm helpless.
I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking and sleeping.
It doesn't change God- it changes me.
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