So, our entire family-which includes three teenage girls have signed on for the following menu this week:
- Plain oatmeal or cream of wheat (the Beldings are substituting grits-we're Southerners!)
- A tortilla, rice and beans
- Rice w/ bits of fish or chicken and a vegetable
- Tap water
It didn’t hit me until this morning that I would need to ‘fix’ something for my entire family to eat BEFORE I left for work. So, at 6:30 am I’m cooking black beans, basmati rice, and grits. Weird smells to have floating throughout the house at such an early time of the day.
In my cubical this morning, my mind has wondered numerous times into "SNACK-LAND." I've inadvertantly thought to myself, "What can I eat? Why am I so hungry?" And then the realization hits me "remember those who are hungry."
Later, as I'm leaving the building for lunch, I run to my car and to rip open my small container of rice and black beans. I want to gorge myself, but instead I pause...thankfulness and gratitude tumble from my lips to God. As I look for a spoon in the glove-compartment, I laugh to myself that it wouldn't matter whether I found one or not. I'd shamelessly eat with my fingers.
As I walk through Target, my mind wonders to food aisles for getting something salty for snacking later and again I'm caught in the awareness that I've chosen hunger.
Hunger to remember... not to take food or my next meal for granted.
I'll keep you posted....
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I was so intent on eating my beans and rice slowly, so as to make them last, I didn't even remember to pray and thank God for what I had! I was that hungry! I can only imagine what real hunger is like. I'm going to need LOTS of prayer on this challenge!
ReplyDeleteLove your blog, Cheryl!